So much weight on my chest, got me feeling tired. I'm tryin' to stand but I feel like I'm about to cave, I'm so trapped in my mind like a f**kin' slave When I'm sober, I just feel afraid, I don't know if I'ma live to see another day.
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That's the only way I know how to crack a smile, taking shots 'til I vomit and I'm pa**ing out.
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Pool full of liquor, swim 'til i f**kin' drown. I came up, but it feels like I'm coming down. If you hear me Lord, talk to me, all the sins from my past have been haunting me, I'm so scared of the future so I stay stuck broken into pieces, yo, my spirits all taped up Mamma, know I'm sorry for this route in which I'm taking, I ain't f**kin' proud of these decisions that I'm making, but I'm desperate for some answers, why my heart is always aching Making dirty money, yo, this sh*t is so degrading. Tired of being broke, gotta start acting shady.
Chasing all my dreams, but I don't know where it's gon' take me Got a big heart, but my heart's slowly breaking. I see my own reflection, and I swear I f**kin' hate me, I said I swear I f**kin' hate me I still battle with depression on a daily. I can't decide what the f**k am I here for, I'm doing what I love but my heart's still sore. This poetry is all I have when I feel deprived, I grab my pad and my pen, and I feel revived I'm so lost in my dreams don't know what is real. And I'm sorry, I'm truly sorry for the way I feel "Jay, you gon' be just fine, you just gotta give it time, find your peace of mind."īut you don't understand the tears that I shed, sometimes I just cry only wishing I was dead. I'm so depressed and I feel ashamed, popping pills everyday so I don't feel the pain, but I don't say sh*t, I don't ever say sh*tĬause every time I try it's like I hear the same sh*t
I'm desperate, can somebody come and save me? Cause lately I've been close to the f**kin' edge, so many suicidal thoughts in my f**king head The past is the past, but I can't let it go, and it breaks me, I swear this sh*t f**king breaks me Or is it lost in our own despair?Ĭan you tell me all I need to know.So much weight on my chest, I feel so alone, don't know how to express the stress in my heart the wounds in my soul Where is love is it anywhere? And if it is, yo, it’s really rareĬan a broken heart be repaired? Can a broken heart be repaired? Can you tell me all I need to know. Take a look into my eyes, see the pain, oh, there’s plenty there. Plague in my soul, swear it’s like a wildfire, like a wildfire spreading everywhere. I’m tryin’ to stand but I feel like I’m about to cave, I’m so trapped in my mind like a fuckin’ slave That’s the only way I know how to crack a smile, taking shots ’til I vomit and I’m passing out… When I’m sober, I just feel afraid, I don’t know if I’ma live to see another day. Pool full of liquor, swim ’til I fuckin’ drown. I came up, but it feels like I’m coming down. If you hear me Lord, talk to me, all the sins from my past have been haunting me, I’m so scared of the future so I stay stuck broken into pieces, yo, my spirits all taped up Mamma, know I’m sorry for this route in which I’m taking, I ain’t fuckin’ proud of these decisions that I’m making, but I’m desperate for some answers, why my heart is always aching Making dirty money, yo, this shit is so degrading. Chasing all my dreams, but I don’t know where it’s gon’ take me Got a big heart, but my heart’s slowly breaking. I see my own reflection, and I swear I fuckin’ hate me, I said I swear I fuckin’ hate me
I can’t decide what the fuck am I here for, I’m doing what I love but my heart’s still sore. I’m so lost in my dreams don’t know what is real. And I’m sorry, I’m truly sorry for the way I feel “Jay, you gon’ be just fine, you just gotta give it time, find your peace of mind.”īut you don’t understand the tears that I shed, sometimes I just cry only wishing I was dead. I’m so depressed and I feel ashamed, popping pills everyday so I don’t feel the pain, but I don’t say shit, I don’t ever say shit, cause every time I try it’s like I hear the same shit I’m desperate, can somebody come and save me? Cause lately I’ve been close to the fuckin’ edge, so many suicidal thoughts in my fucking head The past is the past, but I can’t let it go, and it breaks me, I swear this shit fucking breaks me So much weight on my chest, I feel so alone, don’t know how to express the stress in my heart the wounds in my soul
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